by Nitobe Inazo
The other day I thought to myself: one of the reasons why you’re constantly feeling so anxious is because you keep backlogging these things you want to do. So buck up and start finishing them too.
Like, my reading history with this book was utterly ridiculous:
*starts reading it*
*drops it*
*starts re-reading it*
*drops it*
*reads my notes on it to remind myself of what was going on*
*drops it again*
And then finally, when I told myself to stop being such a loser, I just rushed through the rest of it in three days.
But as I started it again that third time, I remembered why I was so unenthusiastic about reading it in the first place. Even though this book is relatively short, the language is just — really cumbersome to read. Especially if I was tired, at which point I’d just squint at the text and be like, “I understand each individual word but I literally don’t understand what it’s saying?”
And honestly? The man should’ve just stuck to talking about Japan instead of adding his opinions about Europe and christianism.
But that’s one thing out of the way! So hurray for me! Now I just have *starts counting* loads. Loads and loads of things I’ve started and haven’t yet finished, ha ha. *makes a distressed, dying noise*